Stupid? Who's 'STUPID'?

In the neighbourhood..midnight..silence..

Suddenly in d middle of no where a big sound bang on the ceiling.and still coming,getting louder n stop..then hit again n stop.. Hum..here we go again. SOMEBODY ARE IN THE FIGHT. n guess who? are they the bastard teenagers or those drunken monster? None of em are. It is the 'HWB' (Husband-Wife-Battle)!

Wht i cant stand the most is to hear a child crying. Child keeps on crying n the parent keeps on fighting. He shouted "U r so stupid,y dont u ever use ur brain hah,if u cant use it then just kill urself la!!!! u r so0o0 stupid!!! I want u to think!! i want u to think!!!"

URghhhh!! tht phrase really makes my blood boiling n my heart wants to explode like the volcano! I cant hear any of the wife's voice,mayb she want to keep her mouth shut n thought d husband can calm down. but he didn't! He keeps on shouting telling his wife how stupid she is n go on with d smashing things.

God damit! I really hates people with a high temper n like throwing things when they get mad!!! what is the point of doing that?! trying to show that u are the boss! or U ARE THE MOST STUPID GUY EVER,BUT U DONT REALIZE IT N THOUGHT THAT U ARE SO MANLY N PROUD! heiyaa!! n yelling she's stupid? But i guess u dont aware that 1 guy who is 100% stupid is YOU! Did u know tht u r living with people around u with their families n children n YES they are sleeping n resting! but u shouting like a pig n smashing things like bastard moron! ur child is there with u n WHAT? U wanted to show ur young children ur inner behavior on how to hit ur wife, mock ur wife n destroy d household? Is ur wife's not good enough 4 u after taking care of ur needs,cloths,ur hunger n ur children?!! DAMN U! I hope guys like u burn in hell with ths shit!

what kind of life it could be..

Im so thank god of being here today..well..still breathing..my eyes still can see things..hear things..smell things.. smtimes i think i dont deserve al ths specialty.(evn though im not that special),i think God treats me so good,so damn good until i forgot what i've been through al ths time ait..huh tht was totally 'The Stupidity of Me!'. In the matter of fact..there are still some stuff that i wanted to change but i cant or maybe im too slow to make a move..guess im so tired of trying. Trying to satisfy people around me, trying so hard to be somebody they want me to be but when i did(i think i did) n still they say it doesn't good enough to make em feel good. Then? what else i can do about it?u know i cannot just transform myself like those movies u watched. Somehow i wanted to go far away frm here just to b alone with somebody who really love me the way i am instead of keep pushing me down. I always giving people an advise or mayb an encouragement in their life(im very good in tht) and guess wht? it does work for em., but who will give me that kind of advise or maybe just a simple words tht come frm their heart?sincere words...?? emm..I know i always can speak to God..but He always didn't answer me back,0 mean directly..then always..i figured it out myself.(n still....i know tht come frm Him).